It Is Tomorrow And I Will Sleep Well

I can hear the sounds around me like they are new sometimes.

today i spent all day doing that stuff

that i always told myself i wanted to do

and i enjoyed myself

and it was accidental

and i found myself at the end of it all

surprised and peaceful

i have been laughing again

happy again, sometimes

not just at those 2AMs

those 6-8PMs too

focused

forward

picking up pieces

remembering the good that i forgot

i forgot about

a break up that feels good is an oxymoron, but

but

and i’ve got the fear in a corner

scared straight

my friends are here, everyday

and that’s ok too

don’t mind them being there for me

even when I don’t need anyone to be there for me

it’s better than them not be there for me

i am so tired

and i still feel those explosions

and those itches

and the sounds from the corner of my ear

telling me the world just has to be ending

but i don’t hurt from them as much anymore

it is tomorrow

and I will sleep well