I Want To Stay Here

i am overwhelmed by a sense of calm

transported to the days before the disaster

when the house was small

everything within it

the container of me

missing fear

missing pain

missing hate

missing rain

such a long time ago

wasn’t it?

hmm

wonder if i can get tickets for a trip back

a shame

to no longer believe in time machines

oh well

are you still here?

please

there is pain outside here

make it go away

i am falling asleep

i want to stay here

i can’t see anymore

i want to stay here

please